Life's been pretty much the same for the past few weeks.
Guess what? I'm actually staying home on a Saturday night. Same goes for yesterday. Have to resist any temptation to party. School will be starting in a day's time. I'm still very much in holiday mood. Yes, fml. I've to try my best. Oh well..
School = Less time to party = Fml
I don't know if I'll be able to cope with my studies when school starts. I need to party lesser, I need to study hard? Skipping lessons, no more. Appealing for higher nitec was pretty turf, I thought I couldn't make it but yeap, I got into Integrated Logistics Mgmt. Well, it's definitely not something I want, but I'll try my best to do well. I hope?
Love life? I hate being caught in a dilemma like that. I won't want to mention what happen, it's hard to explain what am I actually dealing with right now. I hate the way I act right now. I'm being a bitch here, there's nothing else I can explain. I hate to push people away like that, but I really don't want to go ahead as a bitch. Either way, I suck. I regret getting myself into this position whereby I can't be right in any ways. Neither. Damn.
Bye, have a good night people.